do how i do

"if you believe that in which you think you can do, then there's no room for doubt" 

weezy is wise that's for sure. nothing keeps me more optimistic, or more motivated than quotes. there is something about them, that give me this drive, these new looks on things, a whole different perspective, on everything. 


"i don't set out to be me, i set out to be different, so people think it's different" 


listen more to what weezy says at the link below 





http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bSZjdGZoamM

love being loved and love loving

nothing is better then loving someone, but knowing that person that you love, loves you. 

miss you

mission my boo extremely:( it's weird. it has only been 3 days since we have parted from each other but i feel like 3 days too many. its sucky! and it sucks even worse when you look at your background on your phone every day multiple times a day and she is there...it just makes me miss her ten times more. this girl is straight every thing to me. she is beautiful. absolutely beautiful. 

road trippin

heading out to los angelos 

crusin in the bus

passin st george's sunset 

arriving in downtown 

my recent obsession

i've been wanting a bike for quite a long time and tonight i'm finally getting one... 

speechless

i don't even know where to start...it's something i felt like i had to do. easily the hardest decision i have EVER done in my entire life. to see the person that means the most to me with tears streaming down her face. like why did i do this? i know and hope that down the road i can be with this girl. she means literally everything to me. i have never been loved or been so in love with someone like this in my entire life. possibly will never feel like that again. right now, i'm speechless, i don't even know what to do with myself. i wasn't happy with myself. am i saying she didn't make me happy? NO. i wasn't happy with myself, and in order to feel happy with her i need to be happy with myself. this girl and i have never been through so much together, something that i loved. i loved going through hard times. bad times. good times. but most of all, i loved falling IN love with her. i still am in love with her. i will be for a VERY long time, very long. what question has been going throw my head all day..."how could i ever do this to someone, to the one person i love, the one person i'm in love with, how?" i'm a horrible person'.  i love you babe.

art of life

realizing what's important

letting everything else happen around me

i'd have to thank wiz khalifa for this one...it's as easy as this simple video that made me really think; think more about my life, think about what is really going on. i've thought a lot about life lately, not just about the 'now' but about everything. the past, the 'now' and what i look forward to and what i really want down the road. like wiz says, "you gotta work hard, you gotta work like it's day one." this quote right here, comes right back to what i was talking about earlier. i've been thinking a lot about life lately, especially my future. what i really want in life. people always say to set goals, but lets get real, who really writes these down and looks back on em'? HA, no one. that's what i'm saying. right here, right now, is when this is real. when this quote pertains to me, and i do it. it's not about what you write down, it's not about what your goals are. it's all about doing it. if i want what i'm looking for and hoping for in the future, this has to start now. not only working hard, but staying normal and letting everything else happen around me. that's way important to me. don't care what other people think, say, or do. just do it. it's simple. do what's going to make you happy. that's what life is all about. be positive, be happy, and look up. letting everything else happen. it's something i've really taken in and thought about. for me, that is what really is gonna make me happy and keep me focused. i've had a lot on my plate lately these past few months. starting with a BIG decision i made with expectations and preparation i have to do. a VERY important person in my life that i love and need, looking out for her, myself, and my future. and all i need to do is stay normal and let everything else happen around me.